 Wednesday, April 30, 2008
 just leave me alone.. at 7:55 PMnobody understands how i feel.. nobody knows me at all.. people accuse me even before i say anything.. im not a bitch..!! im not anything... does anybody understand? the feeling of being ignored.. the feeling of wanting to cry whenever i see you? why cant you put away your stupid darned pride..? why is accompanying me such a waste of time? why is even talking to me a waste of money? is it me? or it is you, i tried to tolerate all your ways i tried to tell myself.. guys are all like that.. but i just cant hold out any longer.... im not invincible... im not unhurtable... did you know how much hurt it can inflict on me with that one simple sentence of yours? -------------------- grey clouds filled the whole sky.. covering the sun from view.. that little hope.. that miniscule ray of hope.. gone... broken into shards of disppointment n overwhelming sadness she sits in her study room... motionless... staring into space as she recalls all he did to her... tears dripped unconsciously down her cheeks.. she did not know what else to do... her heart's confused.... her head's aching... he tore her heart into shreds... n blood's pouring out.. but he dont even seem to care a slightest bit about her... he and his games.. he and his frens... he and his pride... she had enough of it... she's tired of all this, wants to end all her misery.. but theres no way out.. she cries in despondency.. she screams out in pain... but no one.. nobody hears her at all xoxo , you know you love me . |
The Girl Next Door . Cheryl ♥  Slideshow :D |
