 Tuesday, March 30, 2010
 at 8:08 PMokays sorry for the dead blog peeps , reallyreally very busy & stressed . sec three is really different and fast-paced . but the thing is , i tried so hard , i tried my best in my subjects this year . i didnt pay attention last year , i didnt do my work , but this year cant you all see im doing my best ?! however why do you all keep saying i didnt try ! WHY DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND ME ! i know i've not been doing well .. but im trying ! cant you all see that ? even my parents cant.. of all people , you are my parents ! compared to others i only failed 5/9 subs . i know i didnt do well but i am not the worst ! but you know ? my friend failed everything ! and yet what ? His/Her parents encouraged her to do better , try harder & he/she will make it . That they'll always be supporting them . BUT YOU ? you all only know how to scold me ! you all only know how to keep me locked up at home ! you only know how to scold me & go back to your games ! not a single word of encouragement . not even a pat on the back . do you even know how i feel ? i feel so horrible now , that i just want to crawl into a hole & die . all your expectations are so highh , im really tired out . i dont wanna disappoint anyone of you . but sometimes i really feel like a failure . academically , socially likewise . i dont even know who my friends are any more . it really tears me apart see us distancing like this . i guess im just so naive , so naive that , i didnt know tht i've been doing stupid things for others . & my chest really hurts badly . i hate everyone of you . every single one of you . xoxo , you know you love me . Monday, March 15, 2010
at 5:53 PM hehehehs , went dental today :) now my braces are baby blue ! lols . chuggachuggachoochoo . done maths practice paper alr . hohos . :D plus my chinese compre also done . ohyay ! jiayous ! xoxo , you know you love me . Sunday, March 14, 2010
at 6:47 PMsighs , i never knew i was so alone . but its okay . im strong enough i guess . met up with jiayi & junhian today to do bio prject. had to make 3D model of the digestive system . ahahahs , played with paint a little . sad lah . the junhian never do much cause he had training . haiyoh ! but saw ky , xuanbo & vincent also . they came to do work :D i forgot to bring vincent's present -.- had fun chatting lahs . but most importantly i finished the project ! hoooray ! 1 down , 3more projects to go . did some wksheets as well :D im being a good girl ! xoxo , you know you love me . Wednesday, March 10, 2010
at 10:05 AMsighs , i've fallen ill . so im stuck at home for today . i scared i cant catch up with maths when i go back tmr :{ what to do.. She'll definately blame me when i dont do well . haiyohh.. these 3 days has been tumbledown . Life's so unpredictable right . Everything changes within a day . it'll be alright . Everything will turn out fine one day . One day , the rain will stop & the sun will shine . For now , i'll look at the picture of us & try to fall asleep . I chose to forget you , I chose to let our relationship go . Im sorry but i didnt meant to . It doesnt mean i dont love you any longer . Because when i loved you , I realised im not as cherished as i thought . All those broken promises , I wonder if you really loved me . i guess maybe you didnt . Im sorry , i cant keep hurting myself . i have to leave you . please take care of yourself , becareful during soccer etc . i love you . even now , when i see you ; my heart still beats a little faster . Memories of us ,
keeps replaying over & over in my mind . xoxo , you know you love me . Monday, March 01, 2010
at 10:13 PMhomework , schoolwork , stress D: lessons , teachers , more stress . haiyoh . goodluck for all secthrees , jiayous ! iloveyou , but do you ?
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