 Wednesday, February 24, 2010
 at 6:43 PMits not that im angry , you just dont understand anything at all ! my heart and head hurts so much , with every step i take away from you ; my heart throbs with pain . promises arent meant to be broken , dont you ever get it ? i want to hate you forever . i want to forget you . but i know i cant . but just for today . let me hate you . but i've realised many people around me , thankyou , karmen , cg , maddy , wj , jieling , zhenyi , lynn and others ; for being there for me . even if the sky collapses i know , i'll be strong enough to push it back up . cause i'll always have you all . This isn't the way i thought Love was ;
xoxo , you know you love me . Saturday, February 20, 2010
at 5:10 PMthis song is really nice , reminds me of many memories thats dear to me . btw welcome back baoyi :} really missed you . hope you wont feel stressed over your homework . i'll help you with it if you dont understand ! :D i love you babe :D have to lose weight lol , but tonight have two dinners , diedie >< but gah . shall exercise more . cross country's coming :D looking forward to it . yaaaaaaaaaay . Everytime My Heart Beats - Mikey Bustos in my heart.. you're always in my heart (this song is for those who believed in me) the road was long some nights were cold but you were always there for me and so i wrote this song i have called every time my heart beats cos every joyous moment that goes by for me i know they're not far and perfect time we share the exact same beating of all living hearts every time my heart beats i know deep inside we're all exactly the same it's love that runs within our blood and always shows us the way and i know and we know cos you could feel from the start every fearless purpose i feel deep inside of my heart everytime it beats i have always said that the best F words in my vocabulary have always been friends, my fans and my precious family because they all know as i have grown why i've always played my part we share the same love and the same dreams of making that difference with hope every time my heart beats i know deep inside we're all exactly the same it's love that runs within our blood and always shows us the way and i know and we know cos you could feel from the start every fearless purpose i feel deep inside of my heart every time it beats no use to be in life alone the passion won't ever subside as long as you hear my song and feel what i'm feeling inside i think of you cos in you i too will feel what it means and i will continue still and awaken my heart through our dreams every time my heart beats i know deep inside we're all exactly the same it's love that runs within our blood and always shows us the way and i know and we know cos you could feel from the start every fearless purpose i feel deep inside of my heart every time it beats oh every time it beats i know i love you, you love me xoxo , you know you love me . Monday, February 15, 2010
at 11:03 PMlols :D today was like so fun , played blackjack just now . maintained my capital of $7 and won $5 . good right :D anyways . i just found out my uncle was hot lol . if only he not my uncle ! not only he has a good sense of humour , he looks good & is really cheery ! but ohwell , i only like someone else . maybe going out for movie tmr with my mom . im so nice and good right . maybe catching 72 tenants of prosperity . but i really wanted to watch percy jackson D: ohwell , shall keep that to watch with dg . erhems i dont know why am i typing this but i shall . to the dear imposter in my cbox : you are just wasting your time loh . i bet you're just some girl/guy thats jealous of us . cause not only you dont type like digene , he totally doesnt blog and isnt so vulgar . i have feeling you're a girl anyways , guys not so boliao . besides , dont you have better things to do than being jealous ? i totally toally pity you . i bet nobody likes you right . thats why you're doing this to others , trying spoiling their relationships . trust me , its not worth your time . cause in a relationship we have trust in each other , and my trust in him wont be broken . Anyways , if you want . tag with your real name lah . its like total cowardice lah , if you are just some keyboard warrior typing rude stuff . people wont be hurt by your stupid comments , they'll just be disgusted at your character . ohwell . thats pretty much done . goodnights ! :D xoxo , you know you love me . Sunday, February 14, 2010
at 11:19 PM HAPPY NEW YEAR :D! went to granny's place ate steamboat for lunch . D: i burned my poor tongue with hot soup . >< how i know it was so freakin hot . ohwell . doggy so kawaii , but it just loves meee :D headed home around 3ish , then went uncle's house at 7 . AIYOH . the noodles so nice :D never gamble today :{ maybe tmr when all my relatives coming over ! pssst , love you :D ( hate that imposter ! ) xoxo , you know you love me . Saturday, February 13, 2010
at 5:31 PM happy new yr eve :D and happy valentines ! ohlololol . woke up around eyy 830ish . washed & bathed . lol what to wear ? >< trained to bugis , woahh , should have worned my heeels D: omg , bugis street so many people . plus i saw 2 adult shops D: ><'' cannot see ! headed to iluma , its so pretty ! esp the rooftop garden , cooling & got fake grass :D the whole mall like so high class loh . OTAKU HOUSE :D homed at 330pm , cause later got reunion dinner . aiyohyoh , going be fat liaos . & thanks for the valentines presents , Photos :  happy valentines :D pretty rooftop garden !stars shining down on me , bathing me in their starlight of hope . xoxo , you know you love me . Thursday, February 11, 2010
at 8:03 PMsomehow , somehow . im drifting away . promises arent meant to be broken guy , i always thought they were meant to be kept . but when you told me you wont be going out with me , but going to continue playing soccer ; my heart hurts so badly i wanted to cry . but i know , i wont . cause i have to be strong . even if tears want to fall , i have to keep them in . cheryl , be strong . never judge me when you dont know the details . i know you're my friend , but sometimes you're such a bitch . xoxo , you know you love me . Sunday, February 07, 2010
at 8:57 PM ignore my photo alrights . lol feeel so pig , at in the end i scared cold so changed to my sleeveless . ohwells , went ion orchard to lookabout . i bought 2&ahalf inch heels :D HAHA ! I FEEL TALL . somehow . pffft . had to run back at 3plus . cause had tuition at 5 . stupid chinese tuition :{ my mom so tired until she fell asleep in the car . caught a super unglam foto . omfg , shes gonna kill me if she ever finds my blog . texted him the whole day D: ohnoos , like that who send me home . saddd leyys , why your reunion so early :{ nvms :D we have many other next times ! with lovees , cheryl . PHOTOS .  Dearest granny :D Mummy sister :D yahyah ! this is the unglam thingy . SHH !xoxo , you know you love me . at 12:31 AMi have nothing to say . today's a mess , im a wreck . i just dont know what to do , im just lost . in a sea of emotions . im so tired of chasing after you . mentally , physically . its like you dont give a damn about me at all . & its hurting me , tearing me apart . Love isn't so simple . xoxo , you know you love me . Thursday, February 04, 2010
at 10:21 PMawwwwwwwwh . hugely uneventful day . but im getting better at MATHS . gonna fail chem test :x english commontest : 11/20 ( everyone failed too D: ) chi commontest : 43/70 ( yays ) but i just got off the phone . TMR GONNA BE A GOOD DAY . MATHS & CHINESE TCHER NOT IN SCHOOL . wahahaaaaas . life's sweet . can take a mini break . went library study today . but ended up reading books . *mental slap* Lols . shucks , guy ah . take care of yourself please ! dont keep injured & dont come school ! eeeees . Bittersweet love ; happiness around . xoxo , you know you love me . Tuesday, February 02, 2010
at 9:41 PMah . >< somestimes i wished you would talk to me more . you can never imagine the loneliness i feel , whenever you just walk past me . feeling this insecure , i rather not having fallen for you . but i know , i wont regret this . i cant . otherwise , i'd have nothing left . you're what makes my day . i dont want tears to fall . but they just do . i must be strong , everyone's relying on me , im the strong one , the listening ear , if i collapsed what will happen to them . sighs , darling . olive juice . sometimes i wished ,
i was never born . xoxo , you know you love me . Monday, February 01, 2010
at 9:10 PMtoday's pretty nice . but just a little low nows . hmms , have to cheer up & face the world tmr anyways . gaaaahs . baoyi , stay happy & strong . cause no matter how hard you fall , i'll be here to push you back up . thanks karmen , for your sexy present . i cant collaspe yet ><. If you love me,
let me know. If not, please gently let me go . xoxo , you know you love me . |
The Girl Next Door . Cheryl ♥  Slideshow :D |
