Strumming Some Heartstrings
Fake a smile n it'll be Okay at 10:00 PM
this post is because i was thinking through this month happen de things. __________________________________________________
although its hard but i'll try. i may seem like a happy-go-lucky girl but im still a girl. many times i wear a mask. a smiling mask so u dont have to worry. u have enough worries already but i hate myself for that day when i just broke down i cried. its like the bottle is full n it comes pouring out.
everywhere i look people in their own cliques own groups own fun and games own chitchat and gossip but me? im all alone. sit in class mostly alone. but im lucky to have kaixin, pearlin, munyee, nicole, shuyun n even jerome around me. i dont know what will happen to me if they're not here for me. guess i'll be all alone.
i want to be strong. i dun want to cry anymore. but i've tried my best and i failed.
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
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