 Monday, September 22, 2008
 hais... at 6:06 PMsometimes i really dont know how to react to you. sometimes i really think i dont understand you at all. this morning i look at u. u were laughing and singing so happily. then she whacked ur back for fun. i thought u would scold her. cause u always said to me, "DONT TOUCH ME. DONT EVER EVER TOUCH ME." "MY BACK JUST RECOVERED U KNOW?! SO DUN TOUCH ME!" u know how hurt i would feel when i hear this? i thought u treated me like a real friend. but i just realised. all i am is just a subsitute. when all ur frens are not here. u would come to me. like im ur spare battery. i always tried to ignore this and continue loving u. but now i feel so tired. i feel so tired of being ur replacement. when she's here all u would do is ask, "pearlyn ne?" u wont even say hi to me. u just ignored me. so i've decided to just take a break. free myself for awhile. i want to stop crying over you. but rmb i've always loved u as a fren and as a family. p.s. J i really dont know what i'll do if u're not here to make me smile today. thankyou so much. xoxo , you know you love me . |
The Girl Next Door . Cheryl ♥  Slideshow :D |
