 Wednesday, October 15, 2008
 hm at 10:45 PMu'd nvr understand how i felt at all me and my life anyway i supposed im not even worth ur time maybe u treat me as ur plaything maybe i mean nth to you at all. i just dont understand. i look around me and see all people smiling having fun. they dont get bad rumours they dont get snubbed they dont get called names they dont get hated they get all the fun they want. except me. its not i care what ppl say about me i dont give a damn about it but sometimes i tink that its getting overboard dont u people care about how i feel?! dont u ever consider my feelings at all? or even my reputation, all ur lies. do u know, ur lies have made ppl hate me before they even know me! do u know how that would feel? maybe my life isnt worth living for maybe im just a waste of space. im not worth any frens im not worth their time. im stupid, fat, ugly, idiot, clumsy, flirty, dumbass, short, arrogant, unsightly, hateful, spiteful.. and so many more! IM EVERYTHING PPL HATE im everything you all detest! im giving up on myself already; im going to break down soon. i cant hold on any longer.. do you know its so tiring and hard? my grip is slipping.. im falling.. but nobody wants to catch me.. xoxo , you know you love me . |
The Girl Next Door . Cheryl ♥  Slideshow :D |
