Strumming Some Heartstrings
the lil girl. at 5:58 AM
exams are here. and im sinking down now. im smiling. inside, im down. i seem so worthless. im that ugly duckling that nobodys wans.
never judge a person by their behaviour u cant tell what they're saying about u inside their heart. i feel so despondent at times. thinking about u makes me feel even worse. why did i felt that there was still a chance for us to be together. its all over between us. u already gone. im glad u're happy. feeling all the bliss i can never give you. only she could bring a smile on ur face.
u're so happy. im glad too. cause i rmb my fren once said, if u love someone, let him go. so im letting u go now. i shall pick myself up agn and go on living like it didnt matter. but i know, it matters alot to me.
i guess this time it's really goodbye. you made it clear when you said i just don't love you no more. what was i thinking, letting it go. letting you go. but u took my heart with you.
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
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