Strumming Some Heartstrings
at 8:05 PM
i know im useless. i know i've no qualities. i know im unattractive. && so stupid but if you go too... i'll really be worthless. tml im going to leave for msia alr. lol. i tink i cant really post much. since i have lots to pack! haiz... i shall miss my frens D: eps. kaixin, yehlin, pearlyn, jq, vernice and more
passerby. i know alr. but cheer up kays? i want to see a happy, cheerful you agn. going to miss you lots! hope you get over it soon. i know how it feels like. i've been through it too. i hope to see that smile on your face agn. the smile that warms the heart of others. the smile that everyone loves. yc. cheer up.
farewell u all :D
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
rahh. at 9:36 PM
lol i went for a movie today with anthony, wenwen, noreen we watched madagascar 2. ahahhaas was quite nice ah. i liked the lion cub. so cute n sweet.
before that i met jl. went to library borrow books for holiday.
[ p.s i going msia from 21st nov to 13th dec ]
ahahahas im feeling much happier today. i hope when im msia i'll feel as carefree as before. i miss the feeling so much. sheeeeeesh.
oh tml im going with my fren to take her psle results. hope she does well. cause if she does. we shall go watch movie to celebrate! yays!
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 12:11 PM

me and chloe. shes 12 :D lol. i looked screwed

one of the many dishes in korea, v nice lehhs.
 this is the photographer; juun lol. we miss him lots though. had fun with his hat and hoodie. ---------------------------------------------
i love korea. lol it was like so fun there. no worries. no troubles. just happy and blissful, while here.. has all my worrys and troubles. gosh. how i wish i can be as happy as i was in korea.
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 12:03 AM
phew finally back from korea. i just realised sg was so hot. korea can *smoke* derhs! everyday must jacket lorhs. 3-10 degrees lehhs.
now dont really feel like sleeping lehhs. chatting to pk on the fone lol. and blogging of course. omg i really miss the photographer, juun. reallyreally missmismismiss~! haiz. oh. will upload some fotos soon.
alrights.. got to msn to someone now. BYE!.
oh. p.s. MUMMMMMY I LOVE YOU TOO!
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 12:22 AM
i really hate family probs.. i wan to scream alrdy..
*ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!*
i want this to end! i want our family be like before. shopping on weekends. chatting on the dinner table tgt about our day. watching tv tgt. even coaching me on schoolwork. or making me study.
but now... u disappear into your room aft dinner u dont come out anymore. hardly... except to get food. we dont go for outing any more. no more suntec. no more shopping. no more queensway. no more anywhere. its as good as having no mother.
just now my mother wanted to use my com then say what wan me go out cause you wan privacy... THIS IS MY OWN COM!!! NOT YOU BUY DE LEH!! then cause if i go back my room my grandmother wont let me go out agn.. then i jiu dont move lo. then she scream at me and pull my hair lehh! SHE HAS NO RIGHTS OKAY! and she hit my hand also LEH!!!!!!!!! SHE MY MOTHER ALSO KENOT LIDDAT AH haiz... somemore she last sentence say: I NEXT TIME DONT BUY ANYTHING FOR YOU LE!
i reallyreally feel v hurt u know.. and v angry at the same time.. hais... i really shudnt have intro u maple at all from the start then maybe u wont become like that. wheres the mom i used to have? i miss her soo much..
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 7:14 PM
now i dont recognise you you seemed like another person to me. why did u have to change.. i loved you. but do you? omg lahhs! the SYF dance steps so difficult. i keep getting scolded by tcher today hohoho. but its okaye lahhs. must practice moremoremore :D next friday is i last time go for practice le until december le. cause saturday flying off to korea :DDD superduperwuper happy :DDD
ahahahahaas. btw anyone know what to wear tml? for the environment thingy.. aiyoohs. i really dunno sials. but happy thing is i going see movie with clara :DD THE COFFIN! oooo-sooo-scarie! lol :D omg i today so lol-ed ahahahaahahs! good mood mahhs. idk why also. no reason then today so happy =x i tink i sot liaos. oh wait, i AM sot. hmm. forget it bahhs.
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 10:49 PM
recalling all the times we had together brings a smile to my face.. but when i suddenly rmb that you've left tears roll down my cheeks agn. kaixin;
dont so sad alrights? i want to see ur smile you smiling crazily at us. u dont look pretty anymore when u cry. and when u cry.. my hearts pains for you. when u smile, i feel happy too. ur simple smile cheers me up everyday. dont emo alright? its okay if u leave me out. i dont mind at all. but i only want to ask sth in return. smile always for me alrite? promise me okaye..
today i helped out at nhps. cause P1 2009 orientation ma, so first i go dance room help my juniors do makeup and hair then help check costume too. but i also realised the dance is v messy. not nice at all. even got ppl dont know their dance steps! but i guess i cant bame them. they're P1 2008 after all; going to perform for next yr's P1 but i wish it looks better. guess maybe cause im a dancer too.
after that i went to hall find mrs tan =x she wear purple skinnies. v nice okay! lol she nvr scold me le..
then i went to help out with next yr's class 1H. mrs xie wei was there (my ex chi tcher) i help parents fill parts of the form that they dont know how to do or explain to them what to do. then i got to help mdm hazlinah to count forms and money too. LOL. although its abit tiring but it was pretty fun though.
i saw long bin there. his sister next yr P1 ma. omg cans... long bin now so tall lerhs. i until his shoulder er yi T.T i saw paul liang pu too! and WTF! he kenot recognize me! ARGHHHHHHHHH! v. v. v. v. angry!
then aft helping out.. xie lao shi give me her lunch cause she wan go home and eat. then i no lunch mahhs. see she so good rite?! lol... then stayed and chatted with auntie elizabeth until 1.30 before going home. omg. Home Sweet Home.
at night i went for tuition. chionged all the way there from lan shop =x my neighbour [ ziqi ♥ ] and i and family went to see her fren's lan shop. she and her mother open one. omg i tink i fall in love with the chinese audi le v nice leh! but i still hope that my audi can patch soon. aft tuition i went home. cooked noodles =x v hungry cause din eat dinner. lol! then called guangyuan to chatchat. but aft short while he gtg help father awws. sadd-ed. then now im here blogging. i gtg slp soon tmr have table tennis at 8am.
much lovees ♥ Cheryl
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
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