Strumming Some Heartstrings
at 12:22 AM
i really hate family probs.. i wan to scream alrdy..
*ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!*
i want this to end! i want our family be like before. shopping on weekends. chatting on the dinner table tgt about our day. watching tv tgt. even coaching me on schoolwork. or making me study.
but now... u disappear into your room aft dinner u dont come out anymore. hardly... except to get food. we dont go for outing any more. no more suntec. no more shopping. no more queensway. no more anywhere. its as good as having no mother.
just now my mother wanted to use my com then say what wan me go out cause you wan privacy... THIS IS MY OWN COM!!! NOT YOU BUY DE LEH!! then cause if i go back my room my grandmother wont let me go out agn.. then i jiu dont move lo. then she scream at me and pull my hair lehh! SHE HAS NO RIGHTS OKAY! and she hit my hand also LEH!!!!!!!!! SHE MY MOTHER ALSO KENOT LIDDAT AH haiz... somemore she last sentence say: I NEXT TIME DONT BUY ANYTHING FOR YOU LE!
i reallyreally feel v hurt u know.. and v angry at the same time.. hais... i really shudnt have intro u maple at all from the start then maybe u wont become like that. wheres the mom i used to have? i miss her soo much..
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
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