Strumming Some Heartstrings
at 9:16 PM
 ;O today was the EV interview ! scaryscary ! bill i blame it on you ! talk too much then i nvr read my notes ; gahs . wonder if we did okay . aiyeers ; who bothers .
today homeecons no cooking ): got test&demo . demo the sponge cupcake ! SO KAWAII NE ! & ube nice ;O next week we make up on thurs ; DOUBLE COOKING MWAHAHAHAAHAA ! macaroni cheeeese & cuppycake . *salivaate*
tmr going out with pearlyn&family ! hohos ; watch harry potter & the half blood prince . PEOPLE ; ITS A 2TWO HOUR SHOW ! ;O later my butt cramp . will try take lots of photos alrights ! AND I WILL POST ALL MY UNGLAM PICTURES . teehees ; i go roll on my bed now .
goodnights people !
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 8:18 PM
school has so many free periods nowadays . tcher all on mc one ;O lol we played guessing number game . uber fun . we cannot guess the right number . like starting say 0-200etcetc . then the one kena the number will get hit . i got whacked 3times today ): CHENXIUSEN ! i wan medical feees . i wan hit you ; why you run ! i hit the table you know how pain not ! until now pain you know ! ): booohoos . then cold like ice . veh painfuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ; hateyous :O nehminds . i cannot blame you sadly .
Mwahahaa , kw bag so nice sleep . Shh ! i rummaged through his bag . the keychain so cool . haiyos ; i want his baggy !
INLINE SKATING RAWKS ! hohos ^^V but the stupid tcher pushed my ponytail down ): cause if not helmet cannot put . SO UNCOMFORTABLE . anyways , IM GROUP B . the can skate but no-so-good group . JOLENE FELL TWICE ! *laughs* I WANT TO BE PROMOTED SOON ! hmfph ! mwahahaha ; and yays , i fell once when trying to get to my shoes ! ooops ! but nobody saw . wakakakaaaa !
Aft iceskating went to get my stuff ; redo hair blablas . lol kw was saying he got grow ! i was like GOT MEHHHS ! *suansuan* but failed to suan ! ohbothers . he still so thin nohs ! *greeenface* wahs but uber pro . never bluff me tht he can do 6 pullups in a row :O kays ; i admit defeat .
i totally forgot my hand got injury lahhs ! i went to play the bars too ! then aft play the pain came back ):! stupid me . not pain le de , then now pain again ! HORRIBLE ! then until now throbbing like crapp . sadded totallys .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 9:06 PM
Ah ! Zettai Kareshi is such a sad show ): ;O i cried okays ! uber touching . mmmm . must watch alrights people ! even tho i think quite old show le .
Tmr got inline skating ! hohos ; hope wont fall down ! my nail got hurt the other time too ; may all go well !
Ohh yes . To james : Happy Birthday ! You're 15 tmr ! Hope all your dreams come true !
mm ; sch has been peaceful . i dont want to feel sad again . never ever ; ohwells . hope for the best .
As people say ; After the rain , The sun will shine in the sky . And somewhere out there , There's someone who loves you deep in their heart forever . No matter what happens .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 8:00 PM
Just to say that i may not be posting so often alr ; i got banned ; so i shall secretly use ; MWAHAHAHAHAHAAAA .
ohbothers . but like how can i not use luh ; com is my life worhs .
nowadays tend to sleep alot in sch :O maybe im just too tired . both physically&metally i guess .
toodles .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 7:56 PM
.jpg) owchhhx ; stomach fck pain ): wonder if it beccause of........ hmm . i dont think so .
Gastric i guess . Monday is still the same boring day . esp Convmothertongue . whole class only 2 person listen lehh ! so zai ,. :D Got people go out walkwalk ; people listening music, reading books , sleeping . Aiyer all sorts nah . ;O
Then this morning we go com lab for D&T . Pass the counselling room saw a girl sitting outside . her face is so sad ; i think is sec one . Need counselling le . I know how she feels tho . ohbother . hope she cheer ups !
hoho; my tcher not coming ! helping her student for Olvls ^^V i feeeeeeeeeeel goooood ; nananaa nanananaanana . SOOOO GOOOOD . Lol , Erhem , Credits to Garfield .
Toodles nah ; i wan try watch dvd ):
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 5:49 PM
Lol this is just to update abit ;O hehe ; awhile more i going gym le . so this will be uber short postiie .
ytd is saturday , erms , woke up at 11++ . i know i airpork . *pout*
hoho ; also went tuition at 8pm . OHMYGOD ! Edward came for a visit . become goldhair hippee liao noh . i see liao ShOckEdd . nothing to say except HI . sorry uh Dr johnson Edwardd . (: As usual DL was making fun of me . But still hes not very easy to hate .
hao nahhs . gtg tatas !
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 6:36 PM
Normal day at sch ; nowadays no mood at all to do anything . fcking selfconcious . dont know why ):
morning mrs loh as usual talk alot of crap .__. lol ; she very cartoon lo .
lol i read my book all through maths ; sorry mrs tan ): i so no mood to learn graphs . next time do for you kays . i the ruler also haven buy yet . .__. $10 neh . expensive !
science was equally boring . lol ; the norilah hor siao one neh . ytd the commontest half the questions never teach !
ohh english so funny ; went drama room to do enacting of holes . News casting :D i was the newscaster of Green Lake . Felicia was the Dr Hawthorn ; Jinghui was the Hattie Parker . so funny when they tried to steal my cam light (jingtou) .
After school we did the National Day banner ; must rmb to bring my brush tml .__. the got some people so qianbian lo i help do abit they stare like i monster like that , i nice niah ; i tolerate . like you do is all correct , i do all wrong == nehminds .
then went home with Pearlyn&Liwen . lol bought a shirt also . but the shirt abit trans so decided to wear tht only at home .
decided not to go gym today ; feet painful . tml bahs :D tatas people .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 10:39 PM
 Its for the best ; im not willing to let you go . but i know im a burden . you're having your Olvl's . i cant do anything .
i can only wait ; and hope as time passes my wounds would heal .
many others said that letting you go would be best ; they couldnt trust someone like you . but im not sure why ; deep down in my heart , i declared my trust .
i feel so cold ; so cold that i cant take it any longer . i feel like ice ; so cold and fragile . but where are you ?
Always i've loved you . trusted you . & i wont regret it . Cause i know im right ;
Do well in your Olvls . until then , i guess its goodbye . Its for the best ; for me and you . We need a break from all these ups&downs .
I love you my dear ; forever&always i do .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 10:49 PM
nowadays nighttime always so blue ): sighhs ; smile-less nights . plus , tml have performance at taka . smile de chu lai mah ?! ): god help me .
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Wish You're My Love
nado naleul jal moleu gessuh nega iluljool mollassuh danghwangseuleh joshimseuleh jaggoo nuhman booleuh janah
ilun neh mameul dageu chyuhdo niga neh gyutcheul seuchimyun ddo geuluhkeh ooseumyuh nan amoo gutdo mot heh sarangi anilago nehga malligo miluh neh bwado honjasuh ootgo itgo ilun naleul uhdduhkeh heh
i wish you're my love ijen negehlo wa yo nado moleugeh sulleh ineh ohneuldo nan iluhkeh nan ni appeh suhsungijiman sarang ggok malheh ya anayo iluhkeh wonhago itneundeh youngwoneul yaksokhal dan han saram geudeh janayo
ajik sarangeh suhtoolgodo hokshi neh maeumi deullimyun ddo mi anheh daleumyun nal hyanghehsuh oosuhjwo nuh eh geh gobek halyuh joonbihan bamsewuh senggakhan maldeul gyulgook ni apeh suhmyun amoo maldo mot hago
i wish you're my love ijen negehlo wa yo nado moleugeh sulleh ineh ohneuldo nan iluhkeh nan ni appeh suhsungijiman sarang ggok malheh ya anayo iluhkeh wonhago itneundeh youngwoneul yaksokhal dan han saram geudeh janayo
i mameul neuggyuh bwa nuh maneul balaneun na eh sarang eul.. woah~
i wish you're my love ijeh oori sarang heyo say goodbye nuhleul sokil soo ubssuhyo ijen naleul huh lak heyo yonggi neh ohneul gatdolok geudehdo neh mamgwa gatdamyun nehga wonhago itdamyun neh gehlo wajoyo ijeh oori shijakheh bwayo
[English Version]
i don't know myself very well either i didn't know that i would be like this flustered, carefully, i keep calling only you
even if you urge my heart like this, if you brush by my side and laugh like that, i can't do anything no matter how many times i tell myself it's not love i laugh by myself.. what am i supposed to do with myself
i wish you're my love. come to me now i get excited with me knowing it i'm like this today too even though i'm just a lucky star to you, must i really say it's love for you to know i long for it this much.. the person that i'll promise with forever is you
although my love is still awkward.. if by any chance you can hear my heart if it's different from "i'm sorry", give me a smile the words that i stayed up all night preparing to confess to you don't come out when i'm standing in front of you
i wish you're my love. come to me now i get excited with me knowing it i'm like this today too even though i'm just a lucky star to you, must i really say it's love for you to know i long for it this much.. the person that i'll promise with forever is you
feel this heart of mine that longs for only you my love.. woah~
i wish you're my love. let's love now say goodbye. i can't deceive you now give me permission, so i can gather courage today if your heart is the same as mine, if you want me please come to me. let's start together now.
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 12:36 PM
LETS SING ALONG ! T-Max ; FIGHT THE BAD FEELING ! hohos .
otteokhanya jakku nappun maumeul mokge dwae mianhae
iromyonun andwenungol ara kojimal, kojimal ira malhamyon nae maumi dashi doragalkka nunmurina nomu mianhaeso nunggil motjugo gasumapa chotmadirul mwollo hae saenggakhanna
tutdu tututdu tutduru tutdut tutdu ppapba ppapbapba
kudaen jakku narul nappun maumul mokge hae gudaerul itnun maum naegenun johun mam anya nomu nappun maumiya nappun mamiya nappun mamiya uri sarang yongwonhi obsojichi anha
nappun maumul mokge hae kudaerul itnun maum naegenun johun mam anya nomu nappun maumiya nomu nappun mamiya nomu nappeun maumiya uri sarang ji-ununggon nomu nappun maumiya
ibyori shironde kunyang norang haeyojigin chugodo shiro
musunmalhago jebal nal jaba jebal chongmal nae maum byonhage hajimalgo yejonchoreomman
dajonghage kunyang yeppuge naman bwajugo ttasuhage hanmadiman haejumyon sowon obseo
tutdu tututdu tutduru tutdut tutdu ppapba ppapbapba
kudaen jakku narul nappun maumul mokge hae kudaerul itnun maum naegenun johun mam anya nomu nappun maumiya nappun mamiya nappun mamiya uri sarang yongwonhi obseojichi anha
nappun maumul mokge hae gudaerul itnun maum naegenun johun mam anya nomu nappun maumiya nomu nappun mamiya nomu nappun maumiya uri sarang ji-uneunggon nomu nappun maumiya
ibyori shirunde kunyang norang haeyojigin chugodo shiro
[English Version]
What do I do. I keep having a bad thoughts. I'm sorry.
I know that I can't be like this if I say that it's a lie, a lie will my heart go back tears fall I can't even look at you because I'm so sorry my heart hurts what do I say first I can't think.
dootdooo dootdootdoo dootdooloo dootdoot dootdoo bbamba bbambamba
You keep making me have bad thoughts the heart that's forgetting you is not a good heart to me it's such a bad heart it's a bad heart. It's a bad heart our love will never go away.. never.
Making me have bad thoughts the heart that's forgetting you is not a good heart to me it's such a bad heart it's a bad heart. It's a bad heart erasing our love.. It's such a bad thought.
I don't like farewells.. just breaking up with you.. I don't like it even if I die.
Kindly just think of me kindly warmly if you just say one word I have no other wish.
dootdooo dootdootdoo dootdooloo dootdoot dootdoo bbamba bbambamba
You keep making me have bad thoughts the heart that's forgetting you is not a good heart to me it's such a bad heart it's a bad heart. It's a bad heart our love will never go away.. never.
Making me have bad thoughts the heart that's forgetting you is not a good heart to me it's such a bad heart it's a bad heart. It's a bad heart erasing our love.. it's such a bad thought.
I don't like farewells.. just breaking up with you.. I don't like it even if I die.
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 10:55 PM

im going crazy == ; really crazy , i dont know want to know why either .
tml have elearning . congrats cheryl ; you dont understand the HCL hmwk . you can go to hell now . shucks ; &lol my holes in my locker . nehminds dance that time go take . hope later submission wont die . hohos ;
shall slack awhile more before going to bed ; goodnights . sleep tight ppl .
singing an inaudible lullaby; i try to sing myself to sleep . sleep all the worries away , no more trouble, hurt or pain . sleep , and nvr awake again .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 6:46 PM
ewww ;
no pearlyn i dont feel like sending you the hack :3 wakakakaa . hope she dont see this D: Lol .
&thanks lesbie ; im alright . teehees love you .
pearlyn keeps coming my house recently .__. to bp at my house ! gah ; nvm :D i allow *eeks*
school so boring ; aft recess almost fell asleep during chinese&maths . shucks ; my maths i dont know how to do . last week mc-ed . hehee . ohbother ; shall ask ppl for help then .
alright have to go revise abit D: tml got 2 commontest for me ; missed last week's ):
toodles .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 11:37 PM
 my hearts cracking . its drying up like a field during a drought . thirsty . dying for you .
been so messed up recently ; wonder if im really crazy . im destroying myself .__. im so pathetic .
i dont know why either . i cant control my feelings . the temperature nowadays is so hot . but i feel cold ; oh , my heart's cold . i dont feel the warmness any longer .
break me ; kill me . just dont leave me here all alone .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 11:14 AM
im all alone .. i hate her . i hate all of them . go away . dont come near me . i dont want to live with you all anymore . go away . did you hear me ? GO AWAY !
get away from me .
all i wanted was some attention . some love . but i can nvr get that from you . WHAT ARE YOU ? YOU ARE MY FAMILY . why do you wan to do this to me . i dont understand .
i hate you . i hate you forever .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
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