Strumming Some Heartstrings
at 9:16 PM
well this is to just pour most of things out . urgh .
im taking one step at a time , trying my best not to fall , its like learning how to walk or ride a bike (which i still dont know how ) the first step is always the hardest . like you have to trust the bike ermm.. *bikeyy , dont let me fall alrights ?* sth like that . urgh . lifes not beeen well this week . currently hate my life ): im supposed to be a happy-go-lucky girl D: i hate stress , ugh.. wheres the happy part . ohwell . maybe i ate it . ): im just.. urgh , sad .
back to reality . woke up like 5.50 today . wth is this ? a school day ? nono , its marketing day . ohwell . was looking forward to go nanhua for marketing :D
and woahhhhhhhhh . mr koh was so nice and bubbly today . the fierce part disappeared :D *the bumble bee , karmen !* lol , inside joke :X well .. throat super dry aft every 2 briefings . hahaha got parents say my briefing is clear (: so happy .
was tired aft that... slacking in library with k , yf , p & l . argh , couldnt open my eyes properly during dance . i think i walked like a drunk person when i went home . & omg lol ! the coffeeshop guy said hi & talked to me . tsk , the uncle so nice .
im just crapping . urgh . well , time to go back to my emo corner & snooze ):
goodbyes , & hopefully no more nightmares today .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
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