Strumming Some Heartstrings
at 8:55 PM

happy birthday to me :D im feeling happy & floaty now . lols . today's a birthday i wont forget .
you asss :} but you're still the best .
went vivo catch The Spy Next Door . super cute and touching kays ! ahhahas .
met yifei outside cinemaaa . made him wait 40mins :} sorry laaaaahs . thanks digene , pearlyn & yifei for the presents . :} love you guys .
chionged home at 410 . aiyoyo . late for tuition . but thanks dg for sending me home ! :D xiexie .
tired . shall chiong hmwork now !
- Birthday wishes - : ( earliest to lastest ) early birthday : lin deyun wayne lim kangjie kok wooi shao hong .
on the day itself : 12am yifei 12am joel 12am cheeguan 1204 granny 1205 lance peng 1206 karmen 1235 clarence neil hermun pearlyn digene jiayi diyanah zhenyi vincent junhui . & more !
Presents : wayne lim digene & pearlyn yifei
 digene :} and yifei , but he doesnt want to be here .  pretty ribbon !  thankyou digene & pearlyn :} 
 yifei's complimentary lollipop for me .  yifei's actual present .  unwrapped .  thanks wayne & family .  its perfume ! dont let me go , cause i love you :}
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 11:22 PM
heyyos :D went jurong point todays... feeling good ! ahahahas .
not going out with pearlyn anymores D: she cant go . abit omgs , i have another person to go out with :} thanks dg , ahahas .
bought stuff , one jumpsuit type costs $60 than 1 black jacket $60 :}
made my own cake ! but gt screwed :} IDONTCARE :D ITS MY CAKE .
had fun , looking forward to tmr !





hold me tight , and never let me go .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 3:26 PM
im feeling so tired . psssst , also sweeted kays :x my secret . oh PEOPLE . MY BIRTHDAY IS ON SUNDAY ! presents ? :D
KOREF was funn . well quite . but sad lahs , cant really play much . stupid water obstacles * frowns * i got injured , but i dont really regret much , cause i got to know alot of nice trainers . :D except one UNFRIENDLY GUY . no lahs actually he quite nice , ( only because he give me PILLOW! ) also thanks to Joey and Shirleen trainer for taking care of me , They nicest kay . *^^*
First dayyyy . assembled around 7am. headed to kahang organic rice farm , the food ah , no comments . i nvr eat finish my lunch lol . slept with lynn , jingwen , wanling and zhenyi . pitched the stupid tent . like 3 times cause the rod got problem . eeeeeeeesh . in the end nvr collapse :D HAH! i pro maaaaaah . jokings! :x
went water obstacles . i dont like the rope thingy ! cause i fell my one and only fall there . AND I CUT MY BUTT! pain D: aiyoyo . think next 1 week cannot sit properly . but i still enjoyed the other obstacles :D i balanced very well okays ! but when finished , tcher saw my ass and went OMG , ARE YOU OKAY . lols . not pain yet mahs .
headed to rafting . The trainer david so funny . I CAPSIZED 5TIMES . 3times lynn do de lorh ! super funny , climb back up then drop again . ended up sitting to row :D.
bathed le went first aid find people put medicine . she insisted D: i went there lie down and bury my head with towel . they very funny leys . the first aider is guy , then i cut my butt he cannot do for me . lols . ask shirleen do :D but all the rest of the trainers stare :{ i think i heard : * Ey , you guys dont look until like that can? * * i think the only guy that should be here is me leys .* then all of them dispersed . omfg .
ohwell . the nightwalk was freaky. anyways , I SLEPT EARLY :D . like 10mins aft i lie down , dozed off le . SLEEP LIKE A PIG .
SECOND DAY . ( this is going to be a LONG POST ) woke up at 6am . COLDDDDD . aiyoh . breakfast was omg agains . skipped and drank milo :D so going to lose weight alr lahs . followed class to padifield . lols they had a MUDWAR . heng i nvr go down . but i still kena-ed mud :{ jingwen scared me i stepped back banged into wanling . she covered in MUD . ohdear .
i didnt climb the mountain . SAD . they scared i go up cannot go down . so i got sent back by mr lim . ohwells . i stuck with 3N lo . i only know like afew peeps , somemore not close . haiyos . lucky got joey . honoured ? lols :D . i think hors , i looked like a little sister following him around leys . omg . anyways he owe me food :D .
at night have campfire ! lols . as usual performed rubbish . *claps* but the tchers liked our performance ey . sang the guinness song but changed the lyrics .
aft campfire went take out contacts . went first aid put antiseptic . omg lahs , the bed is so comfyyys . i wanted to sleep there de lo . but timothy & ian say they will use loud hailer wake me up :{ ohstill . went back to my poor half collasping tent to sleep . joey and jiayi came to share also , cause theirs really COLLAPSED . ahahahs . didnt sleep as well as the first day , bit squashed .
third dayy . unpitched tent . breakfasted :D aiyoyo , so dirty ley the tent . but in the end still finished packing . thanks trainer david for his torchlight , omg so happy :D
shall remember this 3 days :} altho got sunnburned and hurt , I HAD FUN ! (:
i loved those stars . :} so pretty .
when you told me to reach for the stars , you didn't tell me that it was impossible .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 11:35 PM
went orchard shopping :D lols ! bought a white hooded shirt and shorts guess how much ? :D shirt : $59 shorts : $80
wahhahas . super tired when reached home . somemore got chinese tuition . sialahhhs . faint die .
aft tuition went see my grandparents in bedok . doudou grow up lerhs ! :D love my doggy . or rather somewhat mine . CHO KAWAII .




xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 10:11 PM
busybusybusy . lols .
sighs . outing cancelled cause karmen got a hugehuge rash & tjai isnt feeling well . actually neither am i . so its postponed :} get well soon everyone !
went out 230ish to eat chili crab at geylang . omfg getting FATTTT . but its my birthday meal . i like :D
went tuition at 5pm . actually was abit sad de lah . but then.. i cant be always sad right ! i must be happy sometimes .
at 630 i went swensens eat light dinner :} the nutty mighty is mine , & MINE ALONE . mwahahahas . delicious ! daddy ate coit towerrrrr . aiyohs . cheryl is getting fat ! chionged back to tuition at 8pm . my life ahh so busy de .
homed around 10pm withh wayne :) p.s ! he has a screwed haircut :D
 mummy & daddy  Seafood crunchh salad :D  Daddy's coit tower  MINE ! 
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 9:33 PM
oh heys ! i did a quiz from baoyi's blog . omfg its so true !! credits to baoyi sweetie :D http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you: You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 7:28 PM
omygodd . im talking to hammer agains . ohwell . im glad :D cause hes sitting next to me in class anyways !
today woke up at 750am . GOT E-LEARNING . :D but i rather have school :} chionged some elearning , printed out maths to go lib early to do . gahs . at home the comp keep tempting me to read manga ! VERY HARD TO DO HOMEWORK !
Went lib around 12ish . shared table with chunglok :D he came to do elearning :O nvr ended up doing much homework ; cause i siaosiao nvr bring calculator or chem book, waited until Karmen, Baoyi, Mahen and Neil come then i borrow from neil :D thankyous !
left chunglok to take care our stuff ( p.s!) , we went popular buy stuff for the bio thingy . things happened but it was ok . went back lib . choinged out our 3D model . USING NEWPAPERS & WIRES & DILUTED GLUE . LOLS . the gluing so fun . sorry girlfriend splashed you by accident ! mahen lah D:! he and neil glued my arms :{ went toilet to wash up and dry up . CAMWHORED GROUP PHOTO LOLS :D
went bukit gombak cont do project . karmen had to go alr :{ sadded . ohwells . finished up project then baoyi&me went chatchat . played abit of ball . LOLS . if you considered that the ball nvr go in at all . pictures & notes below !
To girlfriend : come on , i know this may be a hard time for you , but cheer up . We're all behind cheering for you !
To Baoyi : Sweetie :D Im so glad we had a heart to heart talk lorh . felt so good . bonding time ! must make sure our feelings get better and better kays ! lots of love from meeee .
p.s good luck and go for it girl !
To Mahen : omfg im posting you inside my blog ! im good right ? YOU LAH . PAINT ME WITH GLUE :{! but still you made me laugh lots :D next time dont hit me with the paper tube kays ! its pain D:
note to self : i've made a friend .
To Neil : You this siaodingdong ! which guy wears CURVECUT FBTS ? think you sexy har ! lols . actually maybe you are . JOKiNG . sorry for suaning bout your hair today okays ? im so so sorry :D never be mad at me . im a good girl !
To Rebecca :
surprised to see your name here ? lols . actually the first few times i see you , i very scared of you de ! like last year omg . hahahas . but today i see you like very friendly . sad no time to chat lots ! hope can be friends okay :D
photos :D





xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 9:28 PM
i've realised life's unpredictable . happy in 5mins but in the next , you're breaking down about to cry .
i have no idea , why life's like that . a sentence , a sms , or even a word . can totally affect a person .
now i understand . happiness's precious . we have to grab every chance we have . i know myself , i hate being alone and sad . its just not me . im the cheerful sort . even when im not i still force a smile out . but deep inside , im still afraid that one day i wont smile anymore .
i hope not . seeing girlfriend so sad today , i felt so helpless . i wanted to cheer her up , make her smile . but i know i've felt like that before . its better to leave her alone . Darling girl , if you ever see this . i'll always be here for you . no matter you're sad , happy or angry . im here whenever you want me . Iloveyou .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 8:02 PM
omfg , im really so useless . seeing my maths , studies , i tried to do , i tried ! but they're so hard .
im stupid i know -.-
so going to flunk everything . like omgs . i got every maths question wrong . concept mistake , careless mistake , sign errors . whole page got problem . stressed .
i should go running soon to destress . but at the same time im worried bout my knees . ohwell . shall go gym this wed or thurs .
sometimes i look at you and think , whats going through your mind . in your heart , is there some place that i belong ? how much i want to be that one girl you need , that one girl you love with your heart . guy , you dont know . but i love you . Olive Juice .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 7:29 PM
 im confused , whats wrong with my life . im getting so cold .
Lost Without You lyrics
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes A little righteous and too proud I just want to find a way to compromise Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers never giving in But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ... I'm lost without you I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues Baby I'm so lonely all the time Everywhere I go I get so confused You're the only thing that's on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ... I'm lost without you I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away Can't stop the tears from running down my face Oh
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ... I'm lost without you I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 6:25 PM
 HEYYO . I went walkwalk with my darling nuer Jieling todayy , loves her okay . did lots of silly things tgt . But i was late AGAIN . made her wait 10mins . SORRY BABY .
combed the whole of IMM & JP with her to find FBTs . we're dumbasses . end up finding the FBTs we want in FAIRPRICE XTRA . mwahhaas . omfgs ! nuer why you so skinny de . SHE WEAR S SIZE I WEAR M . gahhhs ! must exercise liaos .
saw alot of cwss senior and juniors today . yijia saw me in library and jp . his face so hilarious . his face went practically :O . laughdie .
omfg , my mom ytd almost fell in the auditorium . she sprained her ankle pretty badly . Actually wont so bad de lor if she let herself fall . BUT SHE PAISEH .
aiyah . later have tuition . tmr then blog le .
toodles !
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 11:56 PM
Is this love ?
i wonder , if i will get hurt again . i dont wish to go back to the starting point alone .
to me , it may be impossible that you'll like me . but deep down i hope .. you love me too .
im afraid of getting hurt , so please dont tell me , i've never touched your heart before .
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 10:37 PM

Lols , today was a nice day . well at least i think so .
chinese was cool today . all so funny :D ww : vase drop on the floor ? DA ~ ? zh: sui . ww : DA ?! zh : SUI . ww : DAAAA!!!! zh: po . lols .
dance was achingly cool . hoho the thai dance is finishing ! i lurvee the music .
thanks karmen's mummy for the mac dinner . lots of love from meeeee ! pei-ed my parents to auditorium . but i didnt go listen . cause i dont wan hear LEAD, LEARN , LOVE agn . srsly really boring !
zhuyu sister so cute :D she treated me drink ! ( with zhuyu's money ) lols . i went to try climbing the talltall wall at the sports corner . HARD LEIS . cause imma shortie . :{ i tried you know ! but end up also used chair . aiyahlamak . if i know i jiu use chair le . now my arms all scratches . UGLY !
pictures below !!







xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 5:43 PM
im currently thinking if this is --- . gahs .
feeling so screwed up recently . goshs . im stupid .
oh what have i done ? what have i got ? carefully thinking , i realised i've got nothing at all . friends i thought i've always had , suddenly seems so aloof to me . joy and happiness once dear to me , but now all i see is fear .
seeing my body , i feel so ashamed of myself . why have i gotten like that , im sorry body , i have not taken good care of you .
its all my fault . i shouldn't have even exist .
i loved you always ;
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 9:40 PM
CCA Open house todaaaaaay ! omigosh , muscle cramp lahh . like everywhere D:
did makeup & hair for juniors , hohos , went down to hall advertise dance ! Karmen & i go everywhere split demo D: painn .
slacked in canteen with karmenn , omigosh heartache . my secret :{
aft openhouse went Jp , lols . ate lunch with a friend , walked around ... & went home ! lols .
photos !
 darling K ! 


 Dance tee design front !  My dance tee design ! ( back )
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 1:34 PM
i got red braces , Chinese new year coming mah ! D: ewwww metal everywhere le !
but i skipped school . mwahahahaas ,
omygod lah . i feel ugly already . shall not kiss anyone for 1 and a half years lol . later he say : ey i taste metal . lols ! joking lahs .
see first . omgomgomg . later sure pain . i scared liaos D:
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
at 9:52 PM
Next yr class list ! wth lahh . what C-H-A-M-P-I-O-N . principal gone mad . I WAN WIFEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !
my next year's classmates . 2/1 Joey Tan 2/1 Pui Boon 2/2 Chua Jiayi 2/2 Hazwani 2/2 Cheryl 2/2 Michelle 2/2 Sakinah 2/2 Al-matin 2/2 Boon Wei ( not cfm , pic blur ) 2/2 JianYong ( not cfm , pic blur ) 2/3 Jie Rou 2/3 Deanna 2/3 Yun Ting 2/3 Kausalya 2/3 Ethel 2/3 Rosmawati 2/3 Wan Ling 2/3 Hao Liang 2/3 Sathya 2/3 Wee Jiayi 2/3 Wee Xuanyi 2/4 Zhenyi 2/4 Cai Jun 2/4 Muhammad Aniq 2/5 Azrina Tan 2/5 Jodie 2/5 JingWen 2/5 Lynn 2/5 Liwen 2/5 Muntat




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xoxo ,
you know you love me .
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