Strumming Some Heartstrings
at 5:43 PM
im currently thinking if this is --- . gahs .
feeling so screwed up recently . goshs . im stupid .
oh what have i done ? what have i got ? carefully thinking , i realised i've got nothing at all . friends i thought i've always had , suddenly seems so aloof to me . joy and happiness once dear to me , but now all i see is fear .
seeing my body , i feel so ashamed of myself . why have i gotten like that , im sorry body , i have not taken good care of you .
its all my fault . i shouldn't have even exist .
i loved you always ;
xoxo ,
you know you love me .
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