 Tuesday, March 30, 2010
 at 8:08 PMokays sorry for the dead blog peeps , reallyreally very busy & stressed . sec three is really different and fast-paced . but the thing is , i tried so hard , i tried my best in my subjects this year . i didnt pay attention last year , i didnt do my work , but this year cant you all see im doing my best ?! however why do you all keep saying i didnt try ! WHY DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND ME ! i know i've not been doing well .. but im trying ! cant you all see that ? even my parents cant.. of all people , you are my parents ! compared to others i only failed 5/9 subs . i know i didnt do well but i am not the worst ! but you know ? my friend failed everything ! and yet what ? His/Her parents encouraged her to do better , try harder & he/she will make it . That they'll always be supporting them . BUT YOU ? you all only know how to scold me ! you all only know how to keep me locked up at home ! you only know how to scold me & go back to your games ! not a single word of encouragement . not even a pat on the back . do you even know how i feel ? i feel so horrible now , that i just want to crawl into a hole & die . all your expectations are so highh , im really tired out . i dont wanna disappoint anyone of you . but sometimes i really feel like a failure . academically , socially likewise . i dont even know who my friends are any more . it really tears me apart see us distancing like this . i guess im just so naive , so naive that , i didnt know tht i've been doing stupid things for others . & my chest really hurts badly . i hate everyone of you . every single one of you . xoxo , you know you love me . |
The Girl Next Door . Cheryl ♥  Slideshow :D |
